Dear Diary:

Today is now August 10, 2009 and I am so fucking frustrated with myself. The question is why am I settling for less. I am not satisfied with the way things are going with my career path. I should be making sooo much more right now. I feel as if people are taking advantage of what they don’t have or can’t do, and that’s me. Maybe I am easily persuaded and gullible. How do I become this big time publicist, if I am allowing my talents to go to waste? Ughhhhh, something has to give, its time for me to stop acting soft and stand up for what is best for me. Life waits for no one, and I be damn if I get left. Dreams are things hoped for and goals are things that you obtain, so no dreaming for me tonight.

Y.B.S?

~DOPE’Rah~